It might seem like an offbeat topic to start a personal blog with, but the reason why I am actually writing and posting this is because of all that happened this past year. Trust me, there wouldn't be any better way to get started with this blog .
The past year had so much to teach me, owing to the fact that it was the "transition year" of my life, when we were supposed to leave the comfort zones of our schools and enter a completely new,different and unknown phase of our lives. As cliched as the previous sentence might have sounded, it is completely true !
It is one thing to sit in the comfortable classrooms under the extensive care and guidance of your high school teachers and hear them talk of all the difficulties that one might face in the years ahead and a completely different thing to find yourself amidst all those difficulties with just a person or two by your side.
Aah no, I am not trying to scare anyone off ! These are just the bag of emotions that I feel when I think of what all we were going through during this time, just an year back. The feeling of graduating from the place we called "home" for fourteen years of our lives hasn't even sunk in yet and we're already running the rat-race of securing ourselves a seat in a college which would soon become our life for the coming few years.
Entrances, exams, tensions, results, excitements, counselling, insomnia, confusions, what have we not gone through during this "transition period" !
However, all of this seems completely justified when finally you get accepted by a college which seems great (maybe not initially, but later definitely !) pursuing a course of your choice. For me, the happiness was doubled to have with me a dear friend, a source of strength, someone whose mere presence ensures that despite the difficulties, the coming four years would be completely amazing.
When I try to remember the happenings of the past year, I just can't seem to remember much except the initial week of college ! The anxiety and excitement of meeting new people, getting used to a new atmosphere and most importantly the new schedule which needed to be followed.
Yes, IIITD was what had happened. Yes, it is one of the best things to have happened to me ! Not only did it bring with itself truckloads of work and deadlines but also enriched my life with some absolutely amazing people, people who make me wonder how my life seemed complete prior to the past year.
The year brought me the realization that regardless of whatever people might say about "friends after school", those who are meant to be, you'll still find them by your side.
Seen in retrospect, everything that happened then, makes complete sense now. If nothing else, I now know that whatever happens, happens for a reason.
Just give time a chance. Let the bigger picture unfold.
It is one thing to sit in the comfortable classrooms under the extensive care and guidance of your high school teachers and hear them talk of all the difficulties that one might face in the years ahead and a completely different thing to find yourself amidst all those difficulties with just a person or two by your side.
Aah no, I am not trying to scare anyone off ! These are just the bag of emotions that I feel when I think of what all we were going through during this time, just an year back. The feeling of graduating from the place we called "home" for fourteen years of our lives hasn't even sunk in yet and we're already running the rat-race of securing ourselves a seat in a college which would soon become our life for the coming few years.
Entrances, exams, tensions, results, excitements, counselling, insomnia, confusions, what have we not gone through during this "transition period" !
However, all of this seems completely justified when finally you get accepted by a college which seems great (maybe not initially, but later definitely !) pursuing a course of your choice. For me, the happiness was doubled to have with me a dear friend, a source of strength, someone whose mere presence ensures that despite the difficulties, the coming four years would be completely amazing.
When I try to remember the happenings of the past year, I just can't seem to remember much except the initial week of college ! The anxiety and excitement of meeting new people, getting used to a new atmosphere and most importantly the new schedule which needed to be followed.
Yes, IIITD was what had happened. Yes, it is one of the best things to have happened to me ! Not only did it bring with itself truckloads of work and deadlines but also enriched my life with some absolutely amazing people, people who make me wonder how my life seemed complete prior to the past year.
The year brought me the realization that regardless of whatever people might say about "friends after school", those who are meant to be, you'll still find them by your side.
Seen in retrospect, everything that happened then, makes complete sense now. If nothing else, I now know that whatever happens, happens for a reason.
Just give time a chance. Let the bigger picture unfold.
My first question. How could you have possibly gone through exactly all the feelings and thoughts that i had gone through during this past 1 year?! Most certainly first year of college is the most interesting year for a person,i can totally understand what it feels like to bid farewell to our comfort zones of school and enter this new stage of life where you actually realize this world is soo big and i have to make a place for myself here!
ReplyDeleteYour blog took me back to rewinding this entire year and actually realizing how filled with new and unforgettable experiences was it..
And yes i totally second you when you say that 'everything happens for a reason, we need to give time a chance'. Every change is beginning of something new, something that will direct our lives to where its destined to go and there is definetly something good in it:)
ReplyDeleteI think oye ! is terribly hilarious title:P
ReplyDeleteBrief snippets of life is a beautiful thing to write
white rose in the background could be thought by no one but you!
And im looking forward to more wonderful snippets of life:)
Thank you Megha !
DeleteYes, even I think that we all go through just the same feelings during this time !
Just maybe we don't realise that the other person is going through the same !
I love the title.
ReplyDeleteI love this.
I'm sure we all do :)
I needn't say more.
Keep writing :D
Thank you Rupali ! :D
Deleteokay...i opened this page..and it was soooo YOU maneet!!! the "white" rose...the title...and what you wrote. i could picture you writing all this as i was reading it. and as always...it is GREAT! i love what you've written. and i guess everyone of us can relate to it in our own personal way. though rarely any of nus have the courage to be so determined and open about our feelings. i guess reading this would make others feel better as they would get to know that they aren't the only ones who feel this way. especially those who are standing right on that thin line of "transition" as you said above.
ReplyDeletethis is one of the best things you've done (ONE of..you know there are many) so dont stop writing okay? you never know who you help unknowningly with this!
i love you! <3
Shreyaa ! Thank you so much ! :D Really !
DeleteYou literally said exactly what I wanted to hear !
Thank you :D
Wow, that's genius :D
ReplyDeleteIts all that that we know, but never actually sit down to realise how true it holds.
I loved how you ended it. Amazing lines.
No matter how many times we repeat these lines, we still get sad about the bad thing that strikes, and it takes loads of regret moments to finally realize how what happened was meant to be!
Greaat work!
Keep it up the white rose girl :)
Thankyou !
DeleteSo much !