What goes around, comes around

I am a believer of karma. Not at the entire reincarnation level, but at a simple day-to-day basis. I believe that what we do comes back to us. What we think decides what happens. Too much power to self, isn't it ?
It might not happen right now, it might not happen today or day after, but it does. Eventually. I don't know how true this is, I am too young to pass any judgement on that. But I like to believe that my belief is correct.

I like to believe that there is some greater power out there keeping track of everything that's happening with you in your life and making sure that you don't end up with something unjustified.

I like to believe that we all have these little notebooks and for each moment spent in despair there is this great huge moment of ecstasy being built up just somewhere in the near future and all we need to do is to hold on for some time to reach there.

I like to believe that when things go wrong, they don't go wrong endlessly and that the wrong stops at a point to give rise to something that we have been waiting for since long.
I may be naive. I may be over optimistic. But I like to believe that my belief is correct.

^Random, sudden realisations of self and beliefs.
^^Exam week about to begin. (:P)

"Come-back"

Sometimes you don't get the right words. Sometimes you don't understand properly. Sometimes words don't seem to do justice. But sometimes you just forget. I forgot to blog. I forgot to write. The thing that I was so enthusiastic about, I forgot about that.
Can I see a reason as to why it happened ? Can I pinpoint at something ? No. I don't think so. Sometimes it just happens ? I dont know. I feel guilty enough for not posting since such a long time just cause it seems I haven't done justice to myself.
But well, no point dwelling over the must-haves or the could-haves. Like this quote I once read, "if it could have, it would have". I really don't remember when I read this or by whom it was, my apologies for the same !

There are sudden moments when there's too much to do ? Absolutely too much ? All you feel like doing is just to get into your cozy blanket, turn on the music (full volume) and just vanish somewhere ? Before today I used to wonder how and why would someone want to do something like that ? Today, I pretty much get that. I completely and totally get that feeling. If you are one of those who don't understand this feeling, wait for it. Trust me, wait for it.
And you know what's even more frustrating ? Not finding the correct songs ! Seriously ! Someone needs to help me out here. I am terribly out of songs -_-.
Anyway, this is supposed to be my "come-back-post" and instead it's turning into a bunch of sad, depressing paragraphs !

So what if there's work ? :D Haven't we been doing that ever since so long ? So what if we have a bunch of deadlines all lined up ? It's not something new now, is it ? It's almost like a way of life now. So what if once in a while you feel like letting everything be and just take a break, it's pretty much allowed, isn't it ?

Just not when there's so much to do. Just not now ;)